05 May 08

Went KTV for fei fei's farewell party. Brought Camera along but 0 pics. It was fun, but a pity had to leave early cos bf had to work the next day. A few of them really had nice voice, this was one of the few occasion that i enjoyed listening more than singing.
Had liquor and saw how funny people became when they are drunk.

07 May 08
It was our off day. Post night shift, slept 3-4 hrs and woke up waiting.
he slept at 12+am the previous night till 6+pm..
Saw him online even b4 receiving his sms.
Was pestered by mum.
from eating dinner @ home? what time you going out? where you going?
.....to......
Are you still going out? So late still haven't go out? I cooked dinner, just eat some.

He knew i was waiting...

As usual, no where to go in particular and he'll ask where i wan to go.
I knew he wanted somewhere near, suggested tamp. Apparently, he wanted somewhere even nearer. From his reply i knew he wanted to meet at bedok where he didn't need to even travel and of course don't need to send me home.

I always thought family was first, game was 2nd and i was 3rd.
I think i thought too highly of myself.
I am sick and tired of waiting waiting and waiting and get a reluctant date.
I don't think i want to keep myself free whenever u r free anymore.