Once triggered, firing doesn't stop.

Everything was fine, went home after work slept and met for dinner.
We went ECP for the tom yam steamboat that we both like.. We stroll to my house and chatted for hrs... we waited for cab outside my house from 1+ to 2++ am.......

Everything was perfectly fine.. until wen msned. He asked when will jeff be coming online, out of curiousity as well as to do some precaution to prevent anything from happening i asked what he wans from jeff so that i can pass a msg or screw him and ask him fuck off.

I thought jeff would want to know, told him that someone is looking for him and he flared again. I don't know if i should have juz kept quiet and talk to wen in private or tell jeff n let him scold.
If the same thing were to happen on him, i would want him to tell me n not keeping me in the dark.

Life is really tough. Nobody is happy anymore. Though they appear to be okay, i know some are not. I don't know how to console, but to act like I dunno abt anything and continued to fool ard. ANd caused the sad ppl to entertain me and pretend they are alright. I know it's tough to be like that, feeling down but put up a smile and tell everyone I am okay. I just don't know how to react. I am concern, but I don't want to ask. Having fear that they might not feel that i am a trustworthy person to share their secret.. Though i must agree, I do share secrets with my very close friend. If the secret is really serious and shall never be spread.. Please don't let me know.