Well this is how i spend my national day. Woke up at 10+, force myself back to bed and slept till 1pm. Then watch this crappy show hot chicks on MIO tv, slack awhile, go back slp again. Until 7+. Every year i would have a date hunting fireworks with me.. but well this yr is an exception. Should have agreed to go out with wen's group.

不是我不说就不在意空等候

I know I am slow, just started watching this show perfect cut after the TV stop screening and i super love the main and sub theme. Maybe the emotional me right now will prefer this song.

石欣卉
你没想像中爱我

你小心翼翼 牵我手
其实是担忧 藏不住我
自尊也投降 活在她之下
我 好傻

你字字句句说 你不爱她
那又是什么 让你害怕
我疑惑但是原谅 因为你留下
我 好傻

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不懂该拿什么安慰我的难受
你的存在 让我更寂寞

你寸步不离 像天使的她
挥霍我的爱 从不放心上
我有一丝无奈 也有一些明白
该 放开

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不能再从你的怀抱感觉到什么
不爱我别再说 假装爱那是撒盐在伤口

啊~~ 谁说我不在意空等候
原来 你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受

呜~~~

你没想像中爱我

Have anyone doubted if ur parent or bf or fren's love?
I did.
From young, i feel that my mum don't love me. She is always bias.
Bf seem to be interested in everything else except hanging ard with me.
Fren? I don't think i have a BFF that can bribe me with my secrets.

So if you are in doubt is it wrong to ask?

Ok another song that I keep humming by genie zhuo

一二三四五六七
追我的人很多滴
我的世界因为你
而全面封闭
多说一句我爱你
又不会要你的命
想要生气
却不敢随便生气

True right? 多说一句我爱你
又不会要你的命
Why is everyone using your 我爱你 so sparingly?