Utterly Disappointed

Disappointment only occurs when there is hope.
No more disappointments! I will never ever bother to ask you out again.

Disappointed when expectation is different from reality.
I thought you would empathize with me. I am absolutely sure that I was NOT over-reacting, it was my main concern in life. However that's all in the past now. Don't think it is worth it.

I am not racist.
I love to make friends with ppl of different races.
But please! Speak English! I was tortured in the training with the mother tongue of the girls in my training grp. I repeated CHn 5 CHN 5 CHN 5... They Chn 5 for 1 sentence then change back to suria... How do you expect me to understand if the discussion is in malay? Was dumbfounded when my name was called by the trainer....... ArGh Sighz.......

I am not satisfied with my current life, I really want to change it. But.. how?