I decided to complain a lot. Don't read it if it is too emotion for you.

Swayness continues..
Dental appointment was suppose to be on Wed night, cos had to work, change it to thurs.
My plan was dental @4 meet friend @ 5.

So i reach the clinic at 4pm sharp and the nurse took my name and said oh u r early today. Then i was like o.O was i always late? Took a seat and waited... usually it takes 5-15 mins to reach my turn.
15 mins later.....
I started seeing ppl coming later than me get to see the doc first. Went to question the nurse, she said on book it state my appointment time to be @ 4.45pm! Like WTF, through the phone u told me 4pm now on book bcome 4.45pm? And seeing that i came early, cannot let me go first? SMSed to complain to bf and fren to postpone our date....
And this resulted in a tiff.....

I have difficulty pronouncing words clearly, I have limited vocabs in my dictionary, I can't understand words that are Not considered SIMPLE english. SO? Big deal? Others dun have difficulty interpreting my words. Even if they didn't understand, response would be different.
I am not precious, not entertaining and always emotion, cherishing me is unnecessary.

Felt awfully lousy, and pissed with waiting. Finally it's my turn, paid my last installment for my braces and was entitled to 2 lucky dips.

Swayness continued to continue.

2 person in front of me, 1st, an umbrella! (It was raining at that point of time)
2nd Pink cosmetic pouch. (not bad)
Me. 2 dips.
1st - TISSUE BOX!
2nd - STILL TISSUE BOX!
What else can I say?

Decided to find bf in the office.
Did I mention why I love my bf so much? He was the only one who cared to cheer me up and accompany me during my sadest period of time in life yrs ago. And where were all my friends? Or did i even had one? Don't remember even getting an sms... Anyway, that became a part of me that I want him to be there when i was unhappy. I will be contented with just a hug.

Went retail therapy again~ lucky the month was ending and haven't get my pay. He got a laptop cooler & a lappy super cushion bag. And me? Bought nth!