Knowing that everything is impossible to become back as how it used to be but still pretend ignorance and asked if things would stay as it is in the dream...
Though I was rejected and hit on hard by reality answer in my dream.... I still wake to hope that everything is back to how it used to be years ago...

I woke and realised I was back to reality.... and i broke into tears....
No! I was not afraid...... I choked..... he came back to visit us, this feeling of lost and heartache filled... tears couldn't stop....

I hope dream was reality and vice versa...