I don't know why, but i really hate hackers and botters in every game.. They just spoil the game so much, and it is so unfair to others where they put in effort and play smart but lost to people to went to sleep and just leave it to bot at night. I remember someone was asking my lecturer how to hack a game, and he replied "Man with integrity don't hack." Yeah i agree with you.

I want to learn tarot. I do have a deck at home, but my mum believe that it would be more accurate if she is the only person touching the deck. It's like every deck has a spirit and link to a single soul, cannot be shared. SO I was not allowed to touch it.

Why am i interested in tarot all of a sudden? cos I saw my friend and mum using tarot to ask question, the answer really helps in making decision and giving them confident.

Being a free thinker, I already have no "God" to put my faith on.
To me, every god does not exist, religion is just something to rely on emotionally.
WEll I don't believe in the spiritual stuff in tarot, just want to bet on the probability of getting a "support" to my decision and for fun of course.

Back~

I promise i will try to sweep off the dust of my blog and keep it alive from now on.
After reading a couple of friends blog, i somehow feel that everyone is unhappy with life.

In the past, I'll get over my anger or sadness by venting my anger.
When i was really young, ice cream works.
When i was a little older, sprinting or snacking works.
When i was much older, complaining to friend and crying under blanket works.
Now, nothing works.

I think i changed, I am no longer that easily satisfied. Which is why i am always unhappy now.

M** TV conman

About 1 or two weeks ago, this salesman came knocking at my door at around 9+pm, looking tired and claimed that my block was selected for the installation for this TV thingy.
Mum looked at his pathetic state and offered him a seat and a drink in the house. He started with "Grats, your block was selected for the installation for this TV thing blah blah blah you will need to pay $6 per month to enjoy this and that.... If you really don't like, can terminate 1 mth later" My mum thought the block was selected and everyone in the block needs to install, and it is only $6 per month and she could try it for a month and terminate it if she really doesn't like. So she signed the contract BLINDLY.

This conman gave her a hotline, a christian name and left....

So i came home and questioned her a few qns which makes her regret her decision. What we did? We called the bloddy hotline 20 over times and not a single soul picked up the phone. FinE, the technician came to install the box set and stuff 3 days ago. Only able to watch some crap old drama. Guess what? The Freaking BOX SET stopped functioning and I cannot get through the BLOODY hotline. OKay nvm, went online and search for technical help.

On a forum thread i saw sth like "I called to terminate and they said cannot cos i was binded for 6mths due to the box set" Went to read the 0.2 font size text on the agreement, YEAH! Early termination will have pay few hundreds.

Got COnned. NEver subscribe to anything that was sent to your doorstep. Learn to determine people with ulterior motive.