Super Shack...

Work OT OT n OT.... everyday work from 8.30am to 8pm... my whole body ache like hell after working 11 1/2 hrs for 2 consecutive days... still hav 2 more daysss to go~~ b4 weekend... Sian..

I always damn sway, everyday bring umbrella except today... n it was pouring at ard 7+ when i am abt to finish work.. Lucky today dear dear come fetch me with his big big umbrella if not dunno how to go home sia...


My 1st Opera in Esplanade`~!~!~!~! Watched Phantom last Sunday~~ It was fabulous~ Superb~ Nice~~!! Props were incredible.. the guns, lamps, lightings, moveable stage, blah blah blah.... and not to forget the Chandelier~! makes the show so real.. there were this scene where the phantom flared, n drop the chandelier frm a great height abv the audience... It REALLY drop lor!!! until almost hit the front seat ppl, it was pulled quickly to the stage... Damn real..... but a pity is the singing was not as GrEAT as the original cast... though we expected that, still a little disappointed.

I MuST comment on the lead actress man... She Damn ugly lor, when she sings together with phantom, her voice is like totally covered... But still pei fu her la... she can reach high high pitch.... Though the cast is not as handsome n pretty as those in the movie... I still enjoyed myself alot alot...

Quarrel again!! Sian... I moulded him into an undesirable guy? What a joke... ArGH~!!!!

DXO~!~!

1st time there, not very fun leh, abit small, music not very nice.....
Decided to open chivas after 2 glasses of crappy housepour. Here goes the normal five ten n phone ringing thingy... as in whoever's phone ring will have to drink 1/2 a glass of chivas with TWO drops of green tea...

MY was abit giddy liao so we started giving her green tea only. The rest like no kick so continue drinking lor.. Until someone went outside n squat.... So I thought I would go n check on her....
There I was like still boasting about my jiu liang, n watch her stumble ard.... When.....
Suddenly I felt a little giddy, then juz rush in n lean on the table lor.... Guess I din took too much as I recovered rather fast...
Took care of the stubborn drunkard one... n finally took a cab home at ard 4am when we were shooed out of the place to the road side.

Okay no more clubbing session.. I think we are more suitable to go Ktv then drinking..

Was Commented I was Soft spoken, if i am not wrong it means soft, gentle, not persuasive... I thought i was speaking quite loudly liao but apparently I was the softest still... Persuasive speaking should be loud and full of confident... so BuCk uP!! ShOUt!! SpEak loudly!~ Well cos I heard some sarcastic remarks abt that....... so... :(

Got into some trouble on the way home... Find dear for help, juz wanted someone to talk to me to zhuang dan... But he called me back 4 hrs later :( By the time he realise I look for him I think I can die 20 times le. Lucky Jason is near enough n is willing to come to my rescue.

Meeting them FINALLY tml... After so long finally get to meet.. Some more organised by ph, n suggested to go clubbing by meiyi.. Hope everything goes as plan, though I am unsure what the plans are... They make me feel like buying 4D.. :D

Simple But HappY DaY~

Got back test paper... 82 marks!!! Passing criteria is 80% I pass by 2 points :D
Finally get to meet dear dear... He took a bus to my work place with a big big umbrella! He say sky dark dark... but whole night nv RaIN~ then whole night he was like ah peh holding walking stick like that..

Though we din do anything much juz eat dinner n walk walk ard Pasar malam, at least I feel we r back to normal again.. But happy time always passes so quickly... Now everything is over... back home.... awaiting for tml's torment... Sigh.. But I think I am getting use to my work place, unfamilier language, harsh remarks, boredom n etc... Bare with it!!! All becos of my Stupid Loan!! REN!!

I am!! I AM!! I AM STILL WITH HIM...!!!
I am sad enough not being able to meet him as often, everyone started questioning if I am still attached.. Repeatedly rubbing salt on my wound.. ArGh....

And Hohoho I think i am going to fail my training test. Din even study, how to pass? Heck.. Well as least I learn sth through chatting in class..
Breast milk can be put into bottles at... anytime?
Babies don't drink cold milk... So the mummy will heat the breast milk by putting the milk bottle in warm water b4 consume.
Haa nth much, but I am actually fascinated with such things... Time to learn some science man.

And come to think of it... I am getting rather close to my ideal age to marry. Lets hope I can get married in 4yrs time, and get promoted to the Tai Tai's position :D Wish my Good luck

Miss Tan become Mrs Tan... Congratulation to me jiejie~
Her ROM was a simple, but warm one..

From the left: Mei, me, mum, sis, bro-in-law?, his mum, his dad

Utterly Disappointed

Disappointment only occurs when there is hope.
No more disappointments! I will never ever bother to ask you out again.

Disappointed when expectation is different from reality.
I thought you would empathize with me. I am absolutely sure that I was NOT over-reacting, it was my main concern in life. However that's all in the past now. Don't think it is worth it.

I am not racist.
I love to make friends with ppl of different races.
But please! Speak English! I was tortured in the training with the mother tongue of the girls in my training grp. I repeated CHn 5 CHN 5 CHN 5... They Chn 5 for 1 sentence then change back to suria... How do you expect me to understand if the discussion is in malay? Was dumbfounded when my name was called by the trainer....... ArGh Sighz.......

I am not satisfied with my current life, I really want to change it. But.. how?