Movie again~~

Let me count how many movies have i watch in July?

Wanted
The bank job
Dark Knight
Money No Enough 2

Haha ok not many, but we seldom watch so many shows in a month. Next one will be MuMMY~

Today Bf and I went to watch Money no enough 2 with chris n sven.. I must complain! The other day i was like telling bf, money no enough 2 coming soon.. in 1 or 2 days time. His immediate reaction was, o.O huh singapore movie, will be screen on TV soon. Then i was like ok lor then we wait tv to show. Then yesterday Chris ask if he wans to watch he immediately Ok lor! Eekss

Went jie's house today... I stood on the "working perfectly fine" weighing machine and OMG!!! I am 0.8kg heavier! Diet Diet Diet! I need to watch my diet closely. If not how to squeeze in nice gown on her wedding.. So i used her workout machine and shed 30 calories if the machine din count wrongly. Whaha 30 is better than nothing right?

Bf met me @ redhill to take shutter bus to PS and walked to cine. I almost fell on the steps down. T_T Legs feeling weak after the workout -.- I need to exercise more!
The show is damn funny and touching the crisis appear straight after laughing out ass off...
Worth it. Showing all the typical singaporean.
你吃饱了吗? 你吃饱了吗? 你吃饱了吗?
Whahaa nvm watch and u know what i was blabbering.. I laughed and I teared..
Had pasta mania after that, Sinful sinful sinful.........

Now... back in office night shift again....
Tired...

Doubted> Shocked> Disappointed> Sad> Angry> Cheated> Calmed> blog

That's my feeling for the past 1 hr.

I treated her as a little girl.
I would say I treated her well.
I tried to protect her.
I was happy when i saw her.
I talked about her.
I missed her.
I thought she was my friend.
I don't have anything against her.
She didn't say she was an angel, that was my own presumption.
She did nothing to hurt me, I overreacted.
She did try to explain, but I flared.
I guess I should take things lightly.
Angels do exist! Only fools believes that.

I am a fool.

I am taking yearSs to complete this entry.... so cut everything short =D

Seok Bday celebration on tues~

Ok she keep saying that i cannot complain that they miss my bday again cos we celebrated hers late. Not true!! We are just two days late... and everyone else was not free on the eve of ur bday, not me.. I can still complain cos they celebreate mine 1 MONTH late YEARLY.

Went Suntec/Marina sQ earlier with bf.. We bought a bag each~ =D

Met the girls for Kdinner @ marina sq. The initial plan was pretty screwed. We wanted to get red wine bUT nobody noes how to choose n all, can;t chill it and we decided on small martell. Didn't finish it in the Ktv and we brought martell and greentea out, sit under the star and bitch ard.. eh nono heart to heart talk i mean =D

Bday girl & Me

I am bored, really bored.....

Had been having on off fever for quite a few days. Feeling weak even during my retail therapy, but endured it... Finally get to shop at orchard.. I THINK i should be able to pass my paper. Didn't really study much, was feeling weak, always KO once reach home. But the questions are somehow common sense? Just crap ur way though with supportive documents, should pass ba. 1 down, 2 more to go.

Went fareast to shop... Bought a belt, and i was a little depress when i didn't buy anything else... B4 we rush to movie @ lido, die die wanna buy sth..... grab 2 cardigens and paid. :)

Watched Dark Knight @ Lido. The seat is not very comfortable.... The back rest is kinda 90 degree and a bit cramp.. Imagine my size? and I feel cramp. Oh ya forgot to mention bf n I wore our Batman T-shirt to watch Batman. Batman is so handsome and fit.. =D~~ quite worth the 20 bucks spent on movie, nice and long show.

I found MAPLE candy @ cine!! Some hi-chew liked chewy candy with maple charcter and monster.. Initially we wanted to buy a box!!! But haa.. we bought 1/2 a dozen. BF procratinated long enough and finally bought his sports shoe from addidas.

Haiz..... I think my friend hates me. From the sms replies and stuffs... We are definitely drifting.
Guess I sucks as a friend. I detest myself too.

Bad news... Bf's dad is sick...

Cousin from malaysia is coming over to sg to work, and she will be staying at my house...
We are not the very close kind, like few yrs see once and didn't talk much. She is quite bold to come sg to work alone and stay with us. I can't imagine me going alone to malaysia to work and stay in my aunt's house. The only problem is.............. I cannot be braless at home from nxt monday onwards. :(
My ear is swollen! my 1st hole semi close and 2nd hole totally closed! Forced it through. Now it's red and huge and painful! I can so see my swollen ear here.

I need a new pair of slippers.

On train... Bf was happily telling story and i am happily snapping pictures.

Smile?

what do you want?

Oh Shut up!
FINE! I'll take alone.

Ahh ahh I woke up at 5.30am!!

I suddenly dreamt of weili and woke up in a fright. Not that he look scary or what, but something happen to him in my dream....... We haven't been contacting for a while, once in a blue moon when he msn i am always afk, and i seldom see him online anymore... hope everything is alright.

I didn't get to go orchard again!!! BF was sick.. I asked him if he was okay and if we are still going shopping. He said why not and stuff, i thought he was ok...... Dressed up, went paya lebar meet him. He is not okay. Whole body aches and he feels cold. He said he needed jacket so we headed to bugis which the sick one didn't had to walk too much.

He bought his converse jacket, i bought my black heels. Went home at 8+.

I used to like this style..... But now i am into some other style. After comments from bf and desperate for a black shoe...... I bought this. A pair of heels that i don't really like.

Mummy cooked Frog porridge in the morning and just know that i MUST post the pictures here to show how tasty it was.

I SWEAR, this is the 1st time that i ever see a whole frog in my porridge. Usually i only see the legs.. now is the WHOLE thing thrown in the porridge. It looks super gross. Look, the head was chopped off, i think it was skinned?

Mummy can stuff the frog body in the mouth and bite off the meat..... I had too slowly cut the meat out with my spoon, i just couldn't stuff it inside my mouth....
The porridge was really nice and sweet..... But the frog freaks me out.

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I realised something...

Food + Water intake = 1KG weight gain
Weight - Weight after output = 2KG

As long as I intake normally and output frequently, I can slim down in no time?

Hmm ok ignore me =.=

Sat~
Work night shift... Was suppose to go JB makan and Ktv with feifei and bf after work..... But after trying hard to find a spot to take a nap, bf n I felt tired, and he seems pissed.. So we had to cancel this outing. I brought along my passport and even my RM... but hmm...

Sun
After work, sleep, headed to tampines cos i needed a pair of new shoe.... The heels nowadays are really HIGH man. For people who always complain/comment/condemn me for my heels I found my match. I tried on pairs and pairs of heels but they were all TOO HIGH and unstable. Though i had been practising this skill since 8 years ago..... I still don't feel safe walking in it. end up went back empty handed.

Mon
Work, home, shop, study, blog(now), sleep(later). life is getting boring again.

Looking forward to shopping tml @orchard. I had been saying that i want to go there, i want to go there, i need to go there...... but I couldn't even remember when was the last time i went there.

To-buy-list (Highest priority listed top)
*Black heels*
*Red/Gold broad waist belt*
*More Tops*
*Desperately in need of more jeans*
*A watch for bf (Lousy watch spoilt, good watch dun bear to wear)*
*More tops for bf*
*New leather wallet*
*More dresses*
*Escada Perfume*

I am not vain, my list is not even 1/4 of ting's.

It's 11 Jul 08, my bro's birthday.

We had steamboat... All those on the table are my appeitizer, look under the table, a packet of cuttlefish lying there? My main course. =D

Followed by D24 durian cake!

After my bro lighted his own cake... We sang and took pics.

Usually, my bro will be the one lighting the cakes or stuffs that needs to be lighted or carried. It's kinda funny when jeff wanted to grab the lighter from him, but he refuse to pass him like usually he refuse to pass us.

Imagine...... After steamboat...... We each had a slice of this big cake.

Heyhey it is not small okay...... 1 cake cut into 8 slices, must finish immediately........

We had 7 people only.

Mummy was like.... "Jeffrey eat eat eat"... pointing/pushing the 1 slice of cake leftover to him.... Bf was so full but like shy to reject.. whaha..

Oh ya and the present we gave bro was CASH~

I gave the least i think.... 50 bucks... sis should be double, mum should be triple.. or more..

He's loaded....

It has been awhile since we had any celebration at home. After my bro went into army i think we dote him more? Especially my mum, she miss him like mad.

Bf brought me to Plaza and watched this show "the bank job" on monday. My first R21 show.. But actually nth much what, no different from M18. The show is alright only, talking about real story on robbery which also linked to corruption?? Probably due to the fact that there were no shuai ge in the cast that makes the movie not to nice to watch.

And i finally wore my pink dress out~ No pictures...... I am suppose to take a pic and show jason, that's the purpose for him to get me sample dresses. He need pictures/feedbacks from female of different sizes, mine small, minie medium, Tingz large. Actually I din forget~ But i had a tiff with him few days ago, so i am not sure if i can still act like nth and send him my pictures or even talk to him nicely again. It is quite serious, and i had actually ignored him for months due to the same old thing he did.. But he never change...

Anyway, mei felt betrayed for me mentioning about her in my blog! So i shall not blog about where we went and what we did in the morning. =D

I don't know her in person, she was a mod in the forum i frequent. Did not visit FP for a month, and today I was so shocked to see that she had passed away. I remembered she was the one who showed her photo on how to use the curling tongs which i eventually bought, she gave cosmetic reviews which i eventually bought what she introed, she did gave a lot of inspiration. Viral infection was such a common illness but it actually took her life. I really felt bad and sad hearing this news. Hope you are in good hand of the angels now.. Rest in peace...

Once triggered, firing doesn't stop.

Everything was fine, went home after work slept and met for dinner.
We went ECP for the tom yam steamboat that we both like.. We stroll to my house and chatted for hrs... we waited for cab outside my house from 1+ to 2++ am.......

Everything was perfectly fine.. until wen msned. He asked when will jeff be coming online, out of curiousity as well as to do some precaution to prevent anything from happening i asked what he wans from jeff so that i can pass a msg or screw him and ask him fuck off.

I thought jeff would want to know, told him that someone is looking for him and he flared again. I don't know if i should have juz kept quiet and talk to wen in private or tell jeff n let him scold.
If the same thing were to happen on him, i would want him to tell me n not keeping me in the dark.

Life is really tough. Nobody is happy anymore. Though they appear to be okay, i know some are not. I don't know how to console, but to act like I dunno abt anything and continued to fool ard. ANd caused the sad ppl to entertain me and pretend they are alright. I know it's tough to be like that, feeling down but put up a smile and tell everyone I am okay. I just don't know how to react. I am concern, but I don't want to ask. Having fear that they might not feel that i am a trustworthy person to share their secret.. Though i must agree, I do share secrets with my very close friend. If the secret is really serious and shall never be spread.. Please don't let me know.

I think it has become a routine for me to check out everyone's blog everytime i'm online at home. Just to check if everyone is fine.

Finally..... after grumbling for so long... I went shopping.
Initial plan was to go orchard to shop, but..... someone woke later than the meeting time... so bf and i went marina square instead.

Had Thai express for the 2nd time~~

Tom Yam glass noodle

Look at how many chillies are there.

My tom yam hor fan, nice i love the prawn

Lemon drumlet? forgot the name but this is super nice too..

HEre's mt loots.... I bought TWO black dress!

I super love this dress! immediate slimmer effect after putting on the belt. And this is the one and only clothes that bf commented that it is nice! The usual are always ok lor, not nice, not bad. But this one is nice! i like.. Soo there goes my $46.

I sux at taking nice photo, this dress actually look much better IRL. Love it too.. All i need is another pair of black heels. Any shoppin kaki?

In love with dresses lately, no idea why.

SUCKS

I am working, and I am on the verge of crying. WTF WTF!!!!!!!! All my friends have ulterior motive? like WTF!

Last night, Wen asked him out of politeness and respect if he could bring me oversea with jim and his wife. REJECT and say no if you don't like! Like i offended him like that. Not as if wen asked me beforehand. He wanted to bring me oversea, to JAPAN FOC. Though I really want to go Japan but OBVIOUSLY i won't want him to pay and bring me there. And so bf felt insulted.... Not as if i insulted him. So now he wants me to abandon my best friend and stop talking to him again. Haiz

Woke and met pat and headed to ecp in the afternoon. It's been a while that i have been there by bus? And i had never led the way there before, but I MADE it there ^^ didn't lost our way. Chatted awhile as we sit along the benches by the beach, as he was not so familier with the place he accompanied me to walk and talk all the way from ecp to my hse =D Shiok! Its been awhile since i last exercise lo. Though we just walked it felt good after sweats.

Feeling down, but glad to have a few to hear me out now. I hope words don't spread too far this time.

Remember the free sample dress that i mentioned?

Took the pic of the pink one only, don't really like the other one which is gREEN. Anyway bet how many times i will wear this out?
My guess once!

Here's my Audition TaTToo~~ Nice right?
I saw an article on special tattoo that is only visible under luminous light. I am SO interested in it. Imagine you can tattoo wherever u wan but it is only visible when u want to show it. Though i heard the price will be double of the normal ones... I want to get it!
(Now i do agree with jason that it is difficult to photoshop the hair on my arm, so din bother trying)

And this pepe look much cuter IRL than in pic. Love it to core~ It feels so soft and the quality of the fur is super good.

Around sometime last week i fell and hit some boxes and had a bruise. My mei actually discovered that the bruise had formed a smiley face. IT is spooky....

I am Super tired.....

Had been working for more than 12 hrs each day for 4 consecutive days and still counting...

Saturday was audition event @ suntec. Eye opening event.

I can't believe it that those who flirted with me in game are actually SO YOUNG. Imagine those who expressed their love and want to couple with u in game are actually 8-16 years old boys.. Zzz Luckily not all... A few are quite handsome 20+. =D

Though the event was quite screwed up in the begining, I still enjoyed myself a lot. Did an airbrush tattoo with the word "Audition". Shall post pic when i upload... That is when i have time to nua at home and remember to upload.

I have to complain........ My leg is like still numb now.. 1st day of event i was wearing this pair of covered shoe which my mum commented that it is VERY nice though i felt it look rather ugly, juz grab it cos it fits my criteria of covered toe, cloth, and heeled. And after walking for 2 hrs........ I used 5 bloody PLASTER and it still hurts like hell and i had to limb and walk around from morning till night.

Sunday was Maple event with no other choice i still have to wear this bloody uncomfortable pair of shoe. I am clever this time, pasted 5 plasters and wore socks. Though it still aches like hell, at least less painful.

The queue for verification was SUPER long, the queue was like a snake that curled from near @club all the way to Toy R'us.! And everyone is looking at my Audition tattoo on my arm =D I am a walking advertisement.

It was really tiring using the computer for hrs sitting on chair with no back rest and having nonstop crowd approaching. Still had fun.

Once again, i limb to marina sq from suntec and watched Wanted after event, nice show.... I quite like it.... Though some shots are really fake.

Today........... Night shift! woke at 12+pm in the afternoon, have to work till tomorrow morning 10am. Now i am half asleep... exhausted....... really used up my energy.... I wished i could just be a huang lian po and stay at home to look after children T_T

Hmm sth random now.
I am quite affected seeing couples around me breaking up after being together for 1-5years. There are so many break ups that really scares me. I hope it won't be my turn anytime soon.