I am Super Women!
I don't need to sleep.

25Aug 08
2pm woke up
7+ meet bf dinner n go work
Work from 10pm to.....26 Aug 08
10am finsih work
10am-4.30pm OT
4.45pm home & bath
5pm sleep
8.30 wake and eat and now 11.30 i am still awake.

My money is really hard earned.... Exchanged with my health and youth.

I just placed my order for mooncake!! All from raffles hotel, yummy champagne moonkcake... Tried it when i was in wallenius which was ard 2 yrs ago... Tried hunting it last yr to buy for mummy, but too late... This year OrderD damn EARLY.. somemore sis husband got staff discount...

My reservation 2 boxes, bf's 2 boxes, both 1 snowskin 1 baked, but his purchase for baked moon cake is for my family and my purchase for baked moon cake is for his family. Then the price for both is the same. Its machiam like we buy for ourselves but we still say till like we are buying for each other family.

Let's see.....
Last thursday, while i was loitering at bedok waiting for my dinner @ night, smsed n asked if seok is home, and she within 10 mins came down to accompany me ^^
Every now and then I will have this feeling I need to COMPLAIN if not i will EXPLODE, but when I have someone whom I can complain to in front of me, my mind went blank. Like totally no anger, no agitation. Guess I am very forgiving right?

Sat
I am sway. Finally saw fireworks this yr........ @ 9pm I draged bf from office to watch fireworks with me @ the staircase. Initial view was great. I can see the whole ball of sparks in different colours. So after around 5 mins of enjoyment with no obstacles, the heaven thought he was too nice to me, so he tried to cover my view.
Smokes starts to gather. The fireworks begin to hide behind this BLACK smoke cloud. Super off.

Sun
Went to watch Death Race @ PS. I quite like this show cos i'm a sadist. Racer race and tries to kill one another in order to win 5 races to gain their freedom from jail. They died in different ways through different means. Not bad.. Watch it if you are a sadist. Shop ard and played the usual arcade game. We are eyeing on Samsung omnia, guess i should be able to get it in OCT. Bf casually said he will pay 1/2 for me hehe hope he mean it. =D

Finally i feel sleepy again. Good night.

Hehe my accessories from lian's spree is here... Super in love with the treble clef bracelet. I suddenly remember, years ago, i had a trumpet necklace that i super love too... but this @#$@^ indian teacher confiscated it. She seem to spy on me everyday and took almost everything from me, my necklace, pointed comb, earring, nail ring, catch my skirt, catch my hair... eek juz expressing my hatred towards her confiscating one of my favourite necklace...


Went to watch meet dave with colleagues~ 9 in total...
We watch at 11.15AM!! but suprisingly, nobody was late. Meet dave was not bad... Funny show..
Nothing very touching, nothing very romantic... just laugh n forget kind..

Dear parked @ carnhill carpark n it cost $18.50! Damn eXpensive lor. I think enough to take cab there and take cab home already. So he parked there, we walked to cine for movie, then walked to taka for them to eat lunch then go lucky plaza for arcade. Again we started walking to borders for coffee... Its like bloody far!! sit @ borders coffee place till 5+ when it started to rain.. We took 30 mins to squeeze from borders back to carnhill! Suxs

Bored.. Had a lot of plans for monday.. But everything was ruined. I think i really should not make any more pre plans. Non of my plan will go smoothly.

Finally cut n rebonded my hair....
This time better, more ppl asked if i rebonded my hair rather than the last time, i said i rebonded but nobody believes. I just hate it when the hair dresser say aiyo ur hair is too thick need to trim it thinner... Then I said dun wan too thin if not rebond already not straight.. Apparently they DOn't CARE.

Went orchard, bought mirror, bought bag, bought hair clips, bought sweet...
went KTV... Sang and ate...
It was enjoyable, but somehow, something didn't feel right....
Something was missing....

I felt lonely even when I had companion.

I need to learn from scratch, is there a book on Be happy for dummies?

Knowing that everything is impossible to become back as how it used to be but still pretend ignorance and asked if things would stay as it is in the dream...
Though I was rejected and hit on hard by reality answer in my dream.... I still wake to hope that everything is back to how it used to be years ago...

I woke and realised I was back to reality.... and i broke into tears....
No! I was not afraid...... I choked..... he came back to visit us, this feeling of lost and heartache filled... tears couldn't stop....

I hope dream was reality and vice versa...

Did those circle thing on top for my project thought it look not too bad in purple decided to add it to my plain blog skin. I know my skin is ugly. Who cares.

I remember in maths class

Positive + Positive = Positive
Positive + Negative = Negative
Negative + Negative = Positive

Not true! You see

:) + :) = :) (this one correct)

:) + :( = :( (this one correct)

But this one...

:( + :( = :@ (go msn and type :@ n u noe what i mean)
I thought i should get a postitive answer?

I have made up my mind. I am going to so something to my hair in few hours time.
MY hair is really making me sick.
I want to cut super thin and short. I really think my weight doesn't go down is due to my hair.
As i exercise it grew, so the body weight lost has been covered and replaced by my hair weight.

Lolololol crap. Long hair makes me hate to sweat and walk gently and slowly if not hair messy.
First step to weight lost. Cut hair!

Well this is how i spend my national day. Woke up at 10+, force myself back to bed and slept till 1pm. Then watch this crappy show hot chicks on MIO tv, slack awhile, go back slp again. Until 7+. Every year i would have a date hunting fireworks with me.. but well this yr is an exception. Should have agreed to go out with wen's group.

不是我不说就不在意空等候

I know I am slow, just started watching this show perfect cut after the TV stop screening and i super love the main and sub theme. Maybe the emotional me right now will prefer this song.

石欣卉
你没想像中爱我

你小心翼翼 牵我手
其实是担忧 藏不住我
自尊也投降 活在她之下
我 好傻

你字字句句说 你不爱她
那又是什么 让你害怕
我疑惑但是原谅 因为你留下
我 好傻

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不懂该拿什么安慰我的难受
你的存在 让我更寂寞

你寸步不离 像天使的她
挥霍我的爱 从不放心上
我有一丝无奈 也有一些明白
该 放开

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不能再从你的怀抱感觉到什么
不爱我别再说 假装爱那是撒盐在伤口

啊~~ 谁说我不在意空等候
原来 你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受

呜~~~

你没想像中爱我

Have anyone doubted if ur parent or bf or fren's love?
I did.
From young, i feel that my mum don't love me. She is always bias.
Bf seem to be interested in everything else except hanging ard with me.
Fren? I don't think i have a BFF that can bribe me with my secrets.

So if you are in doubt is it wrong to ask?

Ok another song that I keep humming by genie zhuo

一二三四五六七
追我的人很多滴
我的世界因为你
而全面封闭
多说一句我爱你
又不会要你的命
想要生气
却不敢随便生气

True right? 多说一句我爱你
又不会要你的命
Why is everyone using your 我爱你 so sparingly?

HateS 1... People can really pissed u off by chanting into your ears. Worst thing is that I was unable to get rid of this FucKing noisy bossy flies flying ard my ear for hours.. God Damn PissED!

HateS 2... Excuse me, what is wrong with high heels? Lotza ladies only have heels in their cupboard. Is it because I am short that's why I was not allowed to wear a heels to be 3-4 cms taller? WTF lor, i think even if i was 30 cms taller i would still love heels. I think girls who wear heels looks charming. If you want to say ur heels looks nice, where u bought it feel free to ask. If u want to ask why your heel so high? wear so high also no use la or aren't u sick wearing heels? STFU I don't need u to question what i wear.
Since I was 14, I interact with tall girls with platforms and heels. It goes better with our attire (Ya i use to dress better b4 i got tgt with jeff) and i am used to it. Fuck off and Shut UP!

HateS 3... I hate to be alone when I don't have to be. I don't like the feeling of waiting and waiting and waiting for this someone who is not interested in meeting when I could be enjoying my time outside with someone else who is willing and happy to meet me.

Back to my boring life.
Friday after the previous night shift, went home slept ZERO hr and went to meet shulin they all at marina square to watch the lauching event of RichmanSEA. They had this character fashion show and they throw fortune cookies after that. Guess what? I was 1 of the 4 lucky winners~ =D and everyone started asking me to treat breakfast the next day... But hold! let me tell u how i spend it. REad on... So after they left for office, i was like walking alone... I thought of going back first, but....

Sat morning, was damn late, suppose to meet tracie 6.45 but i woke up at 6.40~ and we had to reach at 7.30am! So chop chop bath n took a cab down. But when we reach nobody was there yet.. Whole day event...... Super shag........... But we went to watch Mummy at 12am! Xiao bai helped us getting ppl to reserver the seats and discount for us ^^

Sun.. I woke at 1pm and had to carry my leg off my bed to the ground. My legs were swollen like pig trotter..... Massage it, rub it... sighz... After that met angela and rayne at marina square. Angela brought her baby girl, gwen along. Super cute la her, after dinner @ Sakae she finally hold my hand and walk... then awhile more when angela was talking to someone else... She finally let me hug... She keeps drooling and throws everything away.........Whahhaa SupER Duper cutE!
While waiting for the lucky draw...... rayne & i went zara! Two tops for me =D

So i mentioned about the lucky draw right? Grand prize is a 32 inch Plasma TV, and guess what? when the name were called... it was ANGELA!! See! I drag her out to marina square and she brings home a 32 INCH PLASMA TV!! I am also a lucky star hor!

Oh ya back to explain where I spend my cash won!

*Cab fare - $7.20
*Breakfast - $17.70
*Sakae Dinner - $43
*Tops - $56
Total = 123.9

Cash won - Total spent = -35.90

SO DOn't ask me to treat makan le!!