Was typing on FB to start complaining, but was afraid to do the explaination or comfrontation after that... So..... I thought of you.. My abandoned blog. Glad you are still around.

I wish I could have done more.

If I can be given with all the access to solve certain issue, I would definitely do so even if it is wee hour of a monday night. Hate this helpless feeling where thousands of people are counting on you, yet you can't do anything for them in return. Sucky feeling.

To you, it might be a worthless piece of shit, but to me it is a precious gem.

While typing my complain, blog brings me memory of my lost friends.
Well not toally lost, but friends that drifted apart.

Though I can't remember exactly what happened, it might be impossible to be back like what we used to be anymore. No matter how a wound heals, scar stays isn't it?

I should have done more... to rescue my friendship, instead, I isolated myself from the rest. Well not as if they bothered to really find out why I did that, which makes me wonder if I should still brood over past..

Just a random sudden surge of emotion... I know I will be all good next morning.
JY

从你走后
细雨不停
听着雨声
夜夜醒到天明
眼角流出无言的泪
唔...
是回忆在胸口偷哭泣

痛过想过
慢慢看清
外表平静
是骗你骗自己
用微笑送你
还答应
把祝福给你
忘了问谁收留我的心
当你为了我和他而犹豫
我不该只等待你做决定
如果任性
那么一次把你抱紧
想你想得好孤寂 lyrics on
http://music.yeucahat.com/song/Chinese-French/14298-~Thai-Chanh-Tieu.html
也许不会失去你
oh!oh! oh!
想你想得好孤寂
我想你想得好痛心
向天大声喊爱你
恨我说出口的不到爱的万分之一
到如今还能说给谁听
oh! oh! oh!
想你想得好孤寂
我想你想得好痛心
向着远方喊爱你
深深爱一个人根本不该苦苦压抑
一点迟疑
一生的悲凄

I AM BACK~

I realised stalkers are not that scary after all :)

These 2 months has been great. Though everything still revolve around work. At least now I have more motivation.

Low low low low low period of my life is finally over~

Will try to update regularly. Since you guys are so concern about me :D

Blog closing down!

Reason: Stalkers are Scary

Might be changing to a new site...

Lets see, if i have the patience to pen down my life for future reference tonight.
Nothing significant. All random.

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Pain!

The used to be sporty me finally decided it's time to do some exercise after my last fitness test during sec 4 yrssss ago.

Jio-ed kaki, shopped for sports shoe, sports bra, sports wear and really went jogging last week and today.

My toe cramped + left leg muscle pain + woundss.

@#$@^$#*%^#%@#!$ Fucking Fila Shoe sucKs!!
I thought I found a good deal, 69 bucks for a 10o over dollars shoe, n it's hurting me right now.
New wound on my already wounded heels from previous run, toe cramp frequently after jogging till i remove my sports shoe. I suspect it's the weird shaped of the sole that don't really suit my feet.

I need a new pair of sports shoe. =.=
@%$@^@ Should have just bought a trust worthy brand.

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Running out of patience
- for piano to arrive
- to teach
- to entertain ppl who takes me for granted
- to be kind n nice to ppl who doesn't treat me like that in return

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I am getting used to my short short hair.
Yeah go ahead and guess my "short" should be bra length or the most shoulder length.
WRONG. I really cut my hair uber short.

Though it's really damn ugly, but i'm feeling good.
I even received a few comments saying that i look YOUNGER~Probably out to comfort/console me, but who cares, I appreciate it.

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Went KTV with mummy, jie n mei last night..
They went in at 6pm!! I knocked off at 6pm too!!
Jie was nice enough to sponsor me to take cab down to the haunted KTV in marina sq.
It her cost $20!!

If u always thought i sucks in singing, now i sucks even more.
I get breathless rather often lately, with occassional sharp pain under my ribs. I hope it's nth serious. But it greatly affects my singing. I sing like shit now.

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Jap exam last week.

1 day b4, bf asked if i am prepared. I told him, I cannot guarantee an A but minimum i should get a B! I hate myself for becoming arrogant lately.
But, since O lvl, i realised, it's quite difficult to fail a written exam or test..
When u r poor, n u had to pay, u feel the pinch.

This month is my poorest month in my full-time working life yrs. I am freaking poor!
I drained out on my savings once again. And coincidently, I had to fork out 3 digit for my JAP class school fee. How can I not pass my Jap exam?

1 more thing to strike off from my wishlist!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D will come to that later.

I am offcially working in Tampines now! The journey there is really much longer...

Was 15 mins late for 1st day of work in my new work place. Thank god, system was not up yet.
I always thought anything that i can call NEW would be better than those I called OLD. This doesn't applies to my workplace. My NEW workspace is 1/2 of what I used to have.

Below is the picture of my OLD workspace. How to compare if I didn't post a picture of my new workspace?

There isn't a spot that I can stand for 10 seconds to take a picture of my seat.
Do I need to elaborate more?

While waiting for the movers to shift our things, we got bored. As a result..... Pictures.


Prove of the efficiency of the movers.

Juv, Lin, Me, Edward.
This korean guy is very cute.. Everytime u hold ur camera up. he will pose for u to shoot.
Me and XiaoBai. We r just the background, main cast is that thing on his shoulder!

Boreeeed.

CPU fell on my knee..
Bruises..
Was damn pissed after shifting, so we went KTV. Didn't really enjoy this K session. Maybe we were all exhausted.

And yeah the thing to strike off from my wish list is.......

................

One of the thing I thought was really WISH than practical to-buy-list.

...............

A NEW PIANO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Went to Suntec's YAMAHA's fair..........

New up right PIANO coming to my house soon!!

Of course... I didn't buy that, i am just chipping in. Who cares.. I get to use it most of the time, since only BRO n ME plays the piano, and he's always in CAMP.

And WHO SAID i was lazy. I have such a long entry.

They finally decided to sell sushi in paya lebar 2 weeks before my office shift to Tampines... >.<

99 cents suki sushi... so 7 of us went sushi BUFFET during lunch time... I swear~ I will not eat sashimi again in these 6 mths. I am so sick of it...

We ordered 6 plates of salmon sashimi n 2 plates of hotate? not sure the exact name, the scallop thingy.. end up the order got screwed up, we had 6 plates of scallop n 2 plates of salmon. Obviously the salmon is NOT ENOUGH. eat n eat n the salmon was served. Usually, 1 plate consist of 5 slices, he served us 4 plates combined into 1 plate.. But i counted.. There were 30 over slices.. and each slice was 1 inch thick! Aww Thinking of it now makes me feel like puking..

Ok that was tuesday...

Wed~ After work, headed down to millenium walk's outback restaruant for a dinner to celebrate Angela's birthday. Ambience was not bad. But the table feels abit high >.<>

Attendance list. CAPS

Carol & Lin

Oh ya, so far i think, I have yet to wear skirt to work on a weekday. Lin cheated me! She said we will wear dress together, whoever lie will be turtle.... Look at her so called "dress"... Fully wrapped from head to toe!

I am damn cheated!

Chilled out at coffee bean n more pictures~ Lazy to upload.
Had our usual chit chat & gossip session.

Took a cab home, the freaking cab almost made me threw up. I was so uncomfortable on the cab that I had allowed him with no idea why to add $1 more to the surcharge after carol alights without any question.